This week has been hard.
It seems to have just been one long downward spiral which should've meant I woke up this morning feeling beyond hope. Especially after the 4am nightmare where I drowned and then woke up in a hot sweat.
But I woke up a lot more cheerful than I have been all week. It's freezing cold and the 2 mile walk to the office from Charing Cross was painful but I got in and have found myself smiling all day. Smiling when a client meeting was cancelled even though I got here early to do a lot of printing for it. Still smiling after I can't book any rooms for a few more meetings I've scheduled for my boss this afternoon. And I'll hopefully still be smiling at 17:28 when something urgent happens as it has a habit of doing last thing on a Friday.
This weekend I will be trying hard not to stress out about how many words I've written (0) or how many weeks I have left until the film from hell is to be pitched again (38) or when it has to be completed (129 - more than I thought actually!).
Happy Friday everyone
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It seems to have just been one long downward spiral which should've meant I woke up this morning feeling beyond hope. Especially after the 4am nightmare where I drowned and then woke up in a hot sweat.
But I woke up a lot more cheerful than I have been all week. It's freezing cold and the 2 mile walk to the office from Charing Cross was painful but I got in and have found myself smiling all day. Smiling when a client meeting was cancelled even though I got here early to do a lot of printing for it. Still smiling after I can't book any rooms for a few more meetings I've scheduled for my boss this afternoon. And I'll hopefully still be smiling at 17:28 when something urgent happens as it has a habit of doing last thing on a Friday.
This weekend I will be trying hard not to stress out about how many words I've written (0) or how many weeks I have left until the film from hell is to be pitched again (38) or when it has to be completed (129 - more than I thought actually!).
Happy Friday everyone
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