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Glamour & Beauty

I like to kid myself that one day I will blossom into an immaculately groomed lady.

I will wear Louboutin heels with aplomb, knee length Erdem silk dresses with grace and Holly Fulton necklaces with attitude. 

That day will come and I will be fabulous. 

I think I've been watching too much 'Sex and the City' recently.  And reading too many Vogues.  And losing grip of my reality which sees me typing at this hideous keyboard wearing a black New Look (no link needed!) skirt with hem starting to drop (I haven't found time to resew it).  Black fuzzy tights because I'm cold.  A pink long sleeved top and grey furry jumper because again I'm cold.

Vogue I ain't.



- Photo by Frank Horvat for Vogue France
 

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